159 (Low fat cheese slices)
275 (Red pepper and ricotta pesto)
30 (Slim noodles)
15 (Iceberg lettuce)
30 (Grapes)
60 (Tomatoes)
140 (Bacon)
50 (Vegan cheese)
350 (Caesar dressing)
1 (Diet Coke)
90 (Skinny whip bar)
200 (Sweets)
Total: 1500
I weighed myself today, 88.7 kilos (195 lbs). My goal is 84 kilos (185 lbs) by June 18th, which is 16 days away. This means time to go extreme. I will not go over 1000 calories for the next two weeks, and we shall see what happens. It seems ridiculously hard to get that low, but I know it's because I'm out of practise. I'm gearing myself up.
Went to see my chiropractor at 4, and she definitely helped, and wants to see me again tomorrow at 12. I had a bit of a men quandary this evening. Bruiser wants me to meet him in the Hilton hotel by the airport in an hour, but the idea of going all the way there by public transport for some drunken sex then having to traipse back in the early hours churns my stomach. Then Art Therapist texted, and invited me for dinner at the loft tonight in the East End. I've decided I sort of don't want to do either tonight. I want to curl up with my knitting and The Good Place and revel in my own company. I'm just not feeling "sexy" at this weight.
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